Transformation

I was almost always afraid being a kid, there was always a kid who felt like giving all his pain to me in one form or another, so when the question "What if there would be no more sugar?" came to my mind, I immediately started working on releiving that stress, not realizing of course what I was doing at the time.

Two weeks ago it suddenly dawned at me that what I am going through at the moment is a transformation from the consciousness of fear to the consciousness of love, moving from the lack to the existence, from the agony to the compassion, from the pain to the joy. I suddenly realized that it is happening and that I have nothing to do about it except choosing whether I would like to fear it or to love it.

I guess that explains some of the stress I was living in, feeling that the window to learn about fear is closing and that in some point it will all be over. I guess that in order to explain what I just wrote I should also say that my dream, or should I say what I always felt is my calling, is to teach others how to calm themselves down and to be more relaxed and in tune with the rhythm of life. In other words, how to move from the consciousness of fear to the one of love, and to do that with as less stress as possible, since it is actually happening by itself, something I understood along the way.

This last weekend had been one of the most transformative weekends I had gone through for quite some time.
It started with a friend, a good friend, who I never really got to meet until this last Thursday, since she lives in Rome and we met on the net through another friend. She came for just couple of days to Israel, feeling she just had to be here for Christmas, and she's Jewish ;-) We actually met on the very beach it is believed Jesus had shared 2 loafs of bread and 5 fish (I think those are the numbers) to 5000 people, kind of an amazing place to meet someone for the very first time. We realized straight on that we have quite the connection on our current journey on this planet. We had a great day together with some friends of hers and the feeling was great!!

From there I went to visit a very good friend of mine (and his family) for the night and it was so good to see them all. We also started talking about pushing what I do forward and how to help it grow. What I realized with him was what I am actually doing which is changing the way we experience change, an understanding which I was waiting for for a very long time, one which started the transformation I am now experiencing.

The next morning he took me to a village near by where I participated in a healthy food and life style workshop. It was there that already on the first day, at Friday evening, while going through a Tibetian Bowls breathing session, that same realization sank deeper and I started seeing in my mind's eye how to manifest it and with whom. As soon as I came out of the session I started working on it, since two of girls I saw in my mind's eye were there already.

It went on and on like this ever since, things just happen with tremendous velocity and at ease I am familiar with, yet on at this capacity. Things, literally, transform from thoughts to reality with the blink of an eye. Wow!

I will go on now with my day, having so much to do suddenly, I just wanted to send you some love and effortlessnes for the simple reason that is how I see life.

Lots of love and a big hug
Uriel