Not Knowing

Scary, ah?
What do we do when we don't know what to do?
What can we do?
What will happen if we won't find the right thing to do?
What then?

What if we won't make it?
What if it won't work?
What if she won't like me?
What will I do if he will leave me?

So many questions
And so few answers,
And even when we finally find an answer which works for us,
Trying it again doesn't promise us a repeating success.

So what can we do with this unknowns?
What can we do to finally find some peace in this madness?
What about getting to know it?
For real,
To sit down and get to know the unknown parts of life we already live and participate in,
How about that?

So where do we start?
What is the unknown?
What is unknown to us?
What is impossible to actually know,
Using our mind?

The mind is what we use to know and remember what worked for us,
The mind is there to create whatever we need in order to move on with what we want to create,
Yet what can it do when we move into the unknown?
The very part which the mind has no idea and capability of dealing with,
What then?

We have another part in us which we can rely on,
It is called ourselves (one of many names it has).
Ourselves, our selves, is the very being which is us, deep within,
It guides every move we make,
Protects us from the dangers we meet on the way,
Tells us where to go and who to speak to,
What to avoid and who to join,
Giving us the opportunity to let go of the need to know.

So how do we connect to it?
How do we listen to the right voice?
It is called breathing,
Yes, that very same tool you've been using your entire life.
It is when we are in the breathing
That we take a step back from the ongoing stream of thoughts
Coming to a different state of being,
State of being which is based on love
Where we connect to the higher self,
Where we feel everything
And love it,
We come to the very core of ourselves,
Where we know
In a different sense of knowledge,
Who we are
And what we came here to be and do.

Try it,
It works,
Don't take my word for it,
Don't trust me,
do it
Take a deep breath
And see for yourself.

And if you do,
And you feel fear
Or any other emotion which scares breath
Keep reminding yourself to breathe,
It helps.

May love guide you on your path,
Uriel